Hello family and friends!!!!!!!!!
What a crazy week it has been this week- soooo much has taken place and I'm like losing my mind! It's just been a ton happening and it has been somewhat overwhelming but TGIM (Thank Goodness it's Monday) because that means it is preparation day! Thanks for the keeping me updated on how all my friends and people I know are married!!!!😂😳 That's insane how much life at home has changed. I'm going to come home and it's going to be completely different but whatever. I just have to make sure that I am changed for the better and that I continue to help the people of PA to change as well. I only have so much time left...
That means a lot to me to know that Jay Lucas prayed for me. I definitely have been not doing too well health wise this past week but I'm actually starting to feel better and am doing great now. I'm very happy about that 😀 Being sick on the mission is noooo fun!!! I'd much rather be out and about seeing people instead of being in our windowless apartment.👎🏻💀 That is absolutely no fun! It's beautiful here in Pennsylvania- sorry it's snowing for everyone else in Farmington. Nooooo fun!!!!
Mom it's weird you had a dream about me because I had a dream last night as well that really touched me (it wasn't about you though).
I had a dream that illuminated my mind and shook me to the very center of my soul. This dream was so realistic. I have felt nothing like this in my life EVER in all the 19 years of life. So, Elder Ross and I were walking down the streets of Butler, PA. The ground was snow packed and the sun was shining. We were at the intersection with Saint Andrews church and the other churches that are nearby. We were walking across the street in the crosswalk. There was an older lady and an older gentleman (maybe in their 50's) walking behind us. I took off my backpack to grab the literature that is always there and as I was doing so, I began to talk with them, asking if I could share with them something special. They truly weren't too interested in what I had to say. However, like usual, I was persistent- not wanting to take "no" for an answer. I begin to tell them that what I had to share would bless their families and improve their lives. I told them "life can be difficult and hard to bear" and then I quoted a scripture (Mark 12:30) "Love God with all your heart, might, mind, and strength." After I quoted this scripture, I told them "now I know what this means." I all of a sudden became so overwhelmed by that knowledge. I KNOW of these things because of the Spirit. My feelings were so overwhelming that I straightway fell to my knees and began to cry right there in the crosswalk. As I wept, the couple kept walking. I couldn't get up. I was so moved that I didn't have the strength. All of a sudden, the elderly gentleman ran back and helped me up. He took me in his arms and together we walked to the other side of the street and down the road a ways. As we were walking down the road there was more snow and more people gathering. Usually, the people on the streets say things to us missionaries but it that moment I didn't think about what they were saying because I was just so touched by the Spirit. Elder Ross and the woman were in front of me walking. The man asked me, "Why are you crying?" I told him that I KNEW God loved me and His Spirit was bearing witness to me of that truth. And because of His love, I had a feeling of overwhelming love for Him.
I awoke after that and pondered on the dream. My first thought was of the scripture and I had that same overwhelming feeling again! The dream was SO VIVID. That scripture is embedded into my mind and soul! I know that God loves me, is always there for me. I need to continue to nuture that relationship. I know that I show my love for Him by following Him and keeping the commandments by not rebelling against Him. By doing these things, I will be able to stand in holy places and be not be moved! I cannot deny this knowledge or these feelings.
So I picked up Elder Ross on Tuesday and was able to have a great talk with Sister Johnson (our Mission President's wife). She told me how grateful she was for me. She shared how a lot of times missionaries view their success on leadership positions and how grateful she was for me to still be working hard even when I wasn't in a leadership calling. She told me she was grateful for my humility. I was taken aback by this because she was saying this out of the blue. I thanked her and it help me see just a little bit more that she is just like you mom!!!! Sis. Johnson and you are like the exact same person. I love her and President Johnson so much!! It helped to realize that I am too often too hard on myself.
Elder Ross is from Fort Worth, Texas. Where is Hannah from again? Elder Ross was wondering. E. Ross is a great guy and I love him more and more. We have a lot in common. So these last few days have been a blur but we have seen a lot of people and had team ups and lessons. We have 2 people set with a baptismal date now! Joe came to church again and is progressing a ton!!!!!! So it has been fantastic to have investigators coming and progressing in the Gospel!! We have had many miracles this week! We had a lesson with K where we left impressed to invite him to come out with us on team ups and teach people. He agreed and came out with us this week and it helped him out a ton!!! We talked to him about it later and he shared some personal revelation he received. We also talked to and followed up with a lot of our investigators. For the most part, all are good. So it's been a ton of fun!!!!🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻 I'm loving my mission a ton right now! I'm just pushing forward and upward! I will never stop!!!
Elder Cahoon the Baboon